I just wish the universe would let me feel good about my life… today I found out that someone my little sister used to be friends with works with me, but she has alternate shifts to my own… and I got to be the center of public ridicule for a good portion of the shift, so she could laugh at me with my coworkers and have a good time, and defending myself only made them laugh more… and disrespect me more… I left work in tears, feeling dejected and unwanted… why does someone have to come in… and make everything hard, and painful for me… why can’t I have nice things? why can’t I catch a fucking break? I have never even been mean to the coldest of people at work, I never talk behind their backs, and I defend each of my coworkers when others talk badly about them, so why is it okay for them to treat me like some kind of huge joke…? Why is my happiness not an option?
not sure what it is… but sometimes at night or in the morning I get woken up by the sound of EVERYTHING. the high pitched whines of a digital clock ‘ticking’ the digital screech of the tick of an idle cellphone, the whine of a television without an input signal, the sound of charging devices, the swelling and contraction of the very materials my house is made of under even the slightest of moisture or temperature changes, and the sound of everyone in the goddamned house breathing. Its like some kind of really… physical tinnitus like my hearing becomes hyper acute out of nowhere for hours at a time, and it DOES wake me up, or keep me up at least. its not fun.
There are these little tiny fuzzy bugs that are flying around my pear tree and I kind of want to call them cute but I feel like the second I do someone’s gonna tell me they’re like the spawns of satan and they sting people and kill my trees
Nevermind they’re called “Woolly Aphids” and they’re literal fairies
I feel bad for calling them evil now they’re so frickin cute
These are my favorite bugs! They are sometimes called Fairy Flies, which was, incidentally, what I called them before finding out they are also called wooly aphids! They do however pose a bit of a problem for plants, but are otherwise adorably harmless!